What you're thinking I'm saying
Is not what I'm really saying
It's kinda getting me thinking
That you're not paying attention
I shit the bed that we lay in
I almost forgot to mention
When you were at the temple praying
To Buddha
To take away the pain of Samsara
I ordered takeaway
And I can get it tomorrow
But they didn't have the gluten-free
So I did what I had to do
And ordered just for me
And not for you
Is there room for two
On your bicycle?
This whole week's supposed to be cold
As an icicle
Or maybe I can borrow it...
But if pride's not something that you can swallow, well
I didn't ask you to stay
You know it's not gonna last anyway
It's difficult to grasp what you say
You wanna thrash about in the gray
You wanna crash and i wanna play
Well for a minute the only thing we wanted to do was lay
In the cellar blowing out the cartridge
Of Earthbound 2

And now pillars of ice surround you
Within the palace where i found you

--

I'm gonna live on the moon
And watch seasons
Of our favorite cartoon in 3D
Whilst Union Square and DC turn to dust
And the Megabus just burns up and rusts
It's forlorn and torn in this gusty
Black morning and warns to not trust me
Lost children and pixies bust me
You'll feel sick betwixt what's just me
And a bedroom that stays messy
You know that we'll rot within unless we
Go into the cold and start undressing

--

(when the sleeper awakes
The dream dies
The heart breaks
The soul cries out
For another one
That won't come true
Until you do
When the sleeper awakes)

--

Go into the cold and start undressing
Do it on your own and learn your lesson
Oscillating bodies in confession
I can find a way. (I have direction)
Everything's at once perfection and broken
When high on whatever Schrodinger was smoking
That one time you thought i was joking?
I wasn't
The other time you thought I was serious?
Well it doesn't even matter now; it's all in the past
Walking underneath a ladder that's as tall as the grass
In the backyard
Where you grew an only child of two
Little Indians as clueless and as stupid as you
In your humble beginnings

We're all gonna die, why the hell are you grinning?
We're living a lie; there was never a ceiling fan
That was spinning because there was never a ceiling
There was never a sky, there was never a feeling, and
That's why whenever you tried to cry
Whenever I broke your heart
You'd reopen a wound that was healing
That was dry as the nuggets in your happy meal
Ah fuck it, it's like all the other crap we feel
It's real and suddenly isn't real
The weather's only to change, your skin is only to peel
Your skeleton's just to freak you out
And create structure
What happened to us?
I'm not sure...
Whatever was pure was unpure
Then you tracked dirt all over the kitchen floor
I don't know what i was bitching for, though, cuz -
I dunno it's just dirt

It's really just dirt

It's just goddamn dirt